Closing our book

My 21st birthday is officially over.
Like every other year, nothing spectacular ever really happens.
This year, my birthday gift to myself was to delete him out of my life, and by life, I mean msn.
This is something I have never been able to do because I've always been desperate for him to be in my life, as much or as little, one way or another. This little computer program has been our main source of communication since the day we met, so yes, it is a significant move on my part.
With everything else considered, this move has been delayed for far too long as many of my friends would agree.
I am going to train myself to not think about him. If he slips in even a little, I will quickly think about something else. A wise friend once told me that keeping your mind off of something does take practice. And I'm going to practice until he doesn't creep in anymore.

No more false hopes. No 3rd chapter. Just no.

Love Always,
LL